Tuesday, April 15, 2008

was interviewed by msteng today. and i guess what she said made some sense. i think i need discipline. i cant let pain affect my studies right! its only pain in the mouth. not pain in the brain. so i should get over this soon!

and ignore what i said in the past. its all crap. whats with all those its not going to be pain. and i am alr numb thing. i know i crap alot. but then aiya life will still go on. but then the problem is. i have alr a few pieces of homework overdue. luckily my mouth decided not to hurt for awhile ytd so i did written task! :D but then it decided to be pain today so i have no mood to do math.

didnt go for act today cos of stupid gum pain! D:

and i slept in the afternoon! nearly 2 hours. and i slept in hongzi-skirt. i cant believe it la. i came home and ate my beancurd [did i mention i can only eat bean curd and porridge now. and of course any drinks la. i cant even eat fruits i have to drink fruit juice! so pathetic.] and and then i went to my room to take a 10 min break cos mouth abit pain. then plop! i went to sleep lah D: 2 hours leh! and i didnt do hw. + i woke up with a swollen right eye! wth. then i wash wash wash hoping the swell would go away. but then it took quite long. so i went to bathe then halfway the lightning was so damn bright and thunder damn loud i got a scare! D:

and hello eileen okay this is random.

and anw after dinner i ATTEMPTED. note that the word used is attempted. to do my math homework. in the end i only managed to complete one qn. and i realised that actually ice water acts as a very good painkiller! :D cos ytd the dentist man give pain killer but then i never use. i took ice to numb the mouth area lah then now not so bad. so when there is ice in my mouth or when im drinking ice water i feel very high! :D addicted alr la.

actually i dono what made me want to do braces and land myself in such a stupid state where i cant eat any freaking thing at all la! D: oh yah! today i went to school late! at 930++ then awhile later jiu recess le :D hahah but i didnt eat. AT ALL im damn depressed. why doesnt laotianye give me nice teeth like any normal person? D:

i lead a very sad life!
and actually right i think zh will be more disturbed to know that not only _ cuts, i did that in the past too! unexpected right! :D hahah but i xiang tong le lah. no point harming yourself due to stress. just counter it lor.

i feel like shit now. QG1 - should i attempt to do or not D: stupid gum is swollen DDDDDDD:

HAHA LOSER.{10:14 PM}